Appreciate !

you will start to appreciate things when you have lost them.. i mean, can't you just appreciate and be grateful that she's doing everything.. everything to make her ownself happy?

owhh please.. please.. don't hurt anyone okay? she's been in suffers enough, please don't try to do anything that makes her pissed off or hurt. please don't make her stay away from you. just don't do anything that you know it may breaks her heart to pieces.. coz you know she's getting tired and feels of letting go..okay, enough for today! good night my hearts~ ♥ muah


p/s : pencils are made with erasers to give to second chance. but the real logic is, eraser on pencil was made small, for you to remember that chances are limited.

Revision Class

Alhamdulillah, my revision class were finished early today, at 4.15 p.m. Today,  most of my lecturer give the tips of CIMA paper from their perspective, the guideline to answering actual path CGA, and discuss last exam paper. Erm, you know what, I pass this exam! Alhamdulillah, but I still blur what I need to revise for my actual exam, Of course la, its more difficult than previous, because the CGA exam, only for master student, and UUM the first university which are accepted to take this CGA paper and got eleven exemption paper. Then, I and En Airiza go to Nongka for a cup of tea.

p/s: Ya Allah, please, simplify all our dealing to success in world and "akhirat". Forgive me, Ya Allah.

My bad!

Assalammualaikum.. guys... how are you? I am always in a pink of health.. Alhamdulillah. Friday is a public holiday in Kedah. I thought today, I can finished my bucket of assignment. Huh.. but I can`t . My blogspot also got a problem today, I do not know why, it change everything was mine. I don`t like my blogspot wall right now, I try to make it as before but still can`t same as previous one. I did it, so many time! Ugh this is really make me awful because of it, I waste my time almost five hours.So, I make anew one, its okay for you? But I still don`t like it. haish. I woke up early today, I  clean up my room, lunch with En.Airiza, I solat, then I sleep, After that, I solve my blogspot problem. I was ruined my holiday just like that. Tomorrow i have a CIMA revision class from 8 a.m to 5 p.m. Everyday, I try to make my schedule perfect because I want to dicipline my self, but I can`t. This is my bad.

p/s: I really miss you,mom and dad. Love you.

Lecturer Vs Teacher

Hye guys, today I want to share with you about lecturer and teacher. In my secondary school, I always thought a lecturer is a teacher. Indeed they are give us a knowledge, the guideline for your future and sometimes they are teach us meaning of life. Unfortunately, not all the lecturer are entitled to be called a teacher. A teacher, give us path and map to our future, but sometimes our lecturer became a barrier for our future. I do not know why, some of lecturer are not eligible called as a teacher or they would`t look as a teacher, might be. Where as, teacher are more valuable diamond, because they always love, pray , and sincere to their student. I love my lecturer, its not about your carry mark, this is not about you mark my final paper, but its because of you, you are one of my sunshine and I have heard my lecturer say " I cannot teach you everything, but if anything you do not know just come to me,  I`m not give your mark if you good with me or else.... because your future, my student future, in my hand, I was playing with your future and its not easy"

Ya Allah, please gave me a good person to play with my future, please drops a sincerity in their heart when they are doing their responsibilities because I love them so much.. Thank you
   

Owh May!

Yeah.. its about may, First may, I was feel very sad. So, a lot of thing I want to do just for release. Sometime, I want go to "sana and sini", do this, play this, buy this, and lalala.. haha And I want to say that, I really love my mom and dad because they are always be with me, I love you mom! I love you Dad! Guys, you always grin, angry, and you make me perfect, be a strong person, be a good and gorgeous. I really love you.

Today (6.45pm), my lovely boyfriend En Airiza take me for a movie and bowling, Sie Qiela and Ain also was followed us. Owh! its really awesome, this is first time I rolling that heavy ball and I am the second higher, not bad la kan Haha Of course la En Airiza the highest one which is 183 point. I love you guys. :)

Before having our supper, we are going for ''The Avengers" . I really love it, and  I want to be Black Nido (Natasha), because she is gorgeous and terror playing with an emotion. En.Airiza became my Iron man. Hahaha He is itchy! but a billionaire. Sie Qila became incredible Hulk , a green and big person but, I think he is the strongest one almost same with her. Ain became Mrs.handsome which is a soldier,.. we found her in ice too.I was very enjoy today. Thank you guys. With love. :)

My depression

A letter from me, to Mr Friends..

Dear Mr.Friends,

Seven month ago, I were put your name in my top best  friends I ever had. Then, I was decided you are the Mr.right to me label as my best friends. Now, I realize I was make a big mistake, a good best friend always good care their relationship,a good friends never hurting you. If you are not to please others, your friend also would`n care about you. Believe me.

Hey boy, you just take one week to make me exploded. I think I am a strongest person when facing with the person like you, but you are more amazing rather than I thought! You know what, I call you, You not answering my call, not replying my message,Then you said " You never take note about his project". Not enough for that, you lied to me about Dr, I am very ashamed with your attitude, when Dr call me, I say you forgot to ask her, and she say "Eyh, your friend have already asked me, ainul" Dear Mr.Friends you humiliating me and you make me look so bad. If you don`t want to use my opinion or you want know I make a mistake, just informed me! No need la, to commented my mistake in front of our group member and lied to me huhu haha like yesterday! and I know you proud with that, Congratz! Before we met, I think we have discuss it at LEGO before PSA classes right? why you  don`t just all out on that time, no need la to humiliated me like that!

I know my word were hurting you, but I want you know and just inform you that I also were offended by you. I need a lot of patient when I with you, Indeed your body language when you don`t like something, your word, your respect, your treatment towards your friends, is always banned me. Dear Mr.Friends my love to my friends its very worthy, not to be hurt or scratched by you. So, I walk away from you, it does`t mean I hate you, but I just don`t want to be hurt anymore, I`m happy with my life before I knowing you, even a lot of memories we captured together, just let it be. Thank you, for everything.

p/s: Thanks Si Qiela for bring me to Kuala Perlis,make me smile again and always make me happy.I love you.