Appreciate !

you will start to appreciate things when you have lost them.. i mean, can't you just appreciate and be grateful that she's doing everything.. everything to make her ownself happy?

owhh please.. please.. don't hurt anyone okay? she's been in suffers enough, please don't try to do anything that makes her pissed off or hurt. please don't make her stay away from you. just don't do anything that you know it may breaks her heart to pieces.. coz you know she's getting tired and feels of letting go..okay, enough for today! good night my hearts~ ♥ muah


p/s : pencils are made with erasers to give to second chance. but the real logic is, eraser on pencil was made small, for you to remember that chances are limited.

Revision Class

Alhamdulillah, my revision class were finished early today, at 4.15 p.m. Today,  most of my lecturer give the tips of CIMA paper from their perspective, the guideline to answering actual path CGA, and discuss last exam paper. Erm, you know what, I pass this exam! Alhamdulillah, but I still blur what I need to revise for my actual exam, Of course la, its more difficult than previous, because the CGA exam, only for master student, and UUM the first university which are accepted to take this CGA paper and got eleven exemption paper. Then, I and En Airiza go to Nongka for a cup of tea.

p/s: Ya Allah, please, simplify all our dealing to success in world and "akhirat". Forgive me, Ya Allah.

My bad!

Assalammualaikum.. guys... how are you? I am always in a pink of health.. Alhamdulillah. Friday is a public holiday in Kedah. I thought today, I can finished my bucket of assignment. Huh.. but I can`t . My blogspot also got a problem today, I do not know why, it change everything was mine. I don`t like my blogspot wall right now, I try to make it as before but still can`t same as previous one. I did it, so many time! Ugh this is really make me awful because of it, I waste my time almost five hours.So, I make anew one, its okay for you? But I still don`t like it. haish. I woke up early today, I  clean up my room, lunch with En.Airiza, I solat, then I sleep, After that, I solve my blogspot problem. I was ruined my holiday just like that. Tomorrow i have a CIMA revision class from 8 a.m to 5 p.m. Everyday, I try to make my schedule perfect because I want to dicipline my self, but I can`t. This is my bad.

p/s: I really miss you,mom and dad. Love you.

Lecturer Vs Teacher

Hye guys, today I want to share with you about lecturer and teacher. In my secondary school, I always thought a lecturer is a teacher. Indeed they are give us a knowledge, the guideline for your future and sometimes they are teach us meaning of life. Unfortunately, not all the lecturer are entitled to be called a teacher. A teacher, give us path and map to our future, but sometimes our lecturer became a barrier for our future. I do not know why, some of lecturer are not eligible called as a teacher or they would`t look as a teacher, might be. Where as, teacher are more valuable diamond, because they always love, pray , and sincere to their student. I love my lecturer, its not about your carry mark, this is not about you mark my final paper, but its because of you, you are one of my sunshine and I have heard my lecturer say " I cannot teach you everything, but if anything you do not know just come to me,  I`m not give your mark if you good with me or else.... because your future, my student future, in my hand, I was playing with your future and its not easy"

Ya Allah, please gave me a good person to play with my future, please drops a sincerity in their heart when they are doing their responsibilities because I love them so much.. Thank you
   

Owh May!

Yeah.. its about may, First may, I was feel very sad. So, a lot of thing I want to do just for release. Sometime, I want go to "sana and sini", do this, play this, buy this, and lalala.. haha And I want to say that, I really love my mom and dad because they are always be with me, I love you mom! I love you Dad! Guys, you always grin, angry, and you make me perfect, be a strong person, be a good and gorgeous. I really love you.

Today (6.45pm), my lovely boyfriend En Airiza take me for a movie and bowling, Sie Qiela and Ain also was followed us. Owh! its really awesome, this is first time I rolling that heavy ball and I am the second higher, not bad la kan Haha Of course la En Airiza the highest one which is 183 point. I love you guys. :)

Before having our supper, we are going for ''The Avengers" . I really love it, and  I want to be Black Nido (Natasha), because she is gorgeous and terror playing with an emotion. En.Airiza became my Iron man. Hahaha He is itchy! but a billionaire. Sie Qila became incredible Hulk , a green and big person but, I think he is the strongest one almost same with her. Ain became Mrs.handsome which is a soldier,.. we found her in ice too.I was very enjoy today. Thank you guys. With love. :)

My depression

A letter from me, to Mr Friends..

Dear Mr.Friends,

Seven month ago, I were put your name in my top best  friends I ever had. Then, I was decided you are the Mr.right to me label as my best friends. Now, I realize I was make a big mistake, a good best friend always good care their relationship,a good friends never hurting you. If you are not to please others, your friend also would`n care about you. Believe me.

Hey boy, you just take one week to make me exploded. I think I am a strongest person when facing with the person like you, but you are more amazing rather than I thought! You know what, I call you, You not answering my call, not replying my message,Then you said " You never take note about his project". Not enough for that, you lied to me about Dr, I am very ashamed with your attitude, when Dr call me, I say you forgot to ask her, and she say "Eyh, your friend have already asked me, ainul" Dear Mr.Friends you humiliating me and you make me look so bad. If you don`t want to use my opinion or you want know I make a mistake, just informed me! No need la, to commented my mistake in front of our group member and lied to me huhu haha like yesterday! and I know you proud with that, Congratz! Before we met, I think we have discuss it at LEGO before PSA classes right? why you  don`t just all out on that time, no need la to humiliated me like that!

I know my word were hurting you, but I want you know and just inform you that I also were offended by you. I need a lot of patient when I with you, Indeed your body language when you don`t like something, your word, your respect, your treatment towards your friends, is always banned me. Dear Mr.Friends my love to my friends its very worthy, not to be hurt or scratched by you. So, I walk away from you, it does`t mean I hate you, but I just don`t want to be hurt anymore, I`m happy with my life before I knowing you, even a lot of memories we captured together, just let it be. Thank you, for everything.

p/s: Thanks Si Qiela for bring me to Kuala Perlis,make me smile again and always make me happy.I love you.

I`m proud to be myself!

Hey guys, today I`m really feel want to write something. Today I want to share with you guys what I am doing right now! Alhamdullilah, now I can fly the highest I want, and its bring me to Universti Utara Malaysia , After I finished my matriculation with 3.65, I`m doing my Bachelor Of Accounting with Honest (B.ACCT)(HONS) and I also sponsor by JPA. I proud to be my self! Even I did not finished my degree  yet,  but just standing in this level, that`s enough make my mom and dad proud, beside I don`t have to burden my parent about my fees, my expense here! I also have do a lot of business in my life, because I love money, sometimes , OWH, it is sometime?? Nop! ... Always or usually money make us smile, make all people surrounding you smile! AhhaaA... and seriously it would be one of factor to get long life. You just go anywhere you want, get everything what you want, help others, and others pray for your happiness , and your life, you smile , I smile.. waaaa... its cool right? So,by my own money I got my cute baby, owh! im really love my cute baby.. (WFP3089), I have my own asset when I just 20 years old! Am I a great and gorgeous girls?? Even my baby not expensive like others, not pretty like other, but I think its enough! I also have investment and its also my asset, so far, its woth. That is my definition of PERFECT. Thank you Allah..

Okay, lets go to the next chapter is what  I am doing right now.. Erhm.. I am 22 years old. Am I too young? Haha I know it! If I can stop the time, I want to be 18 years old gegurl till end.. hahah even your digit  increasing year by year, your lovely  heart should be always 18, okay? yeeeyyhhh!.. Now , I`m doing CIMA and sponsor by UUM!  Guys, did you know what is CIMA standing for? Its Charted Institute Management Account,  Its one of professional body for my colour, I really afraid with this paper, its too scary, you just imaging, all paper accounting was combines in one paper, whhhooaa... I do not know what I need to study first, because its to much for me study all of it. I need to study 3 paper Management account, 4 paper financial account, 2 paper tax account, 2 paper audit account, 2 information account, operational and project management, financial management, and bla, bla, bla. huh.. Why I take this paper? because, my ambition is graduate with two degree which is (B.ACCT)(HONS) and CIMA. Im really need your pray, your support because its not easy for me. Sometime I feel really tired, to done two work in a same time, but a chance come for once, if you don`t use your opportunity properly, second chance wouldn't be same!Trust me my friends! you need to pay the CIMA fees by your own which is almost RM500 for one paper, its not including your text book, annual fees,  and waste your time.

One day, I want to put CIMA word in my name , its sound good be heard you announce my name CA `Ainul Fathiyyah binti Abdul Fatta (Ph.d) (CIMA) hahah and at that time my salary was 5 digit , at least.. Could you guys pray for me. Yes, I know you always pray for me. ;) Thank You! Bye my sweetheart.. Muah Have a nice day!

Surprise party for My hubby!

Happy bithday to my beloved boy-fie, I love you! I love you ! hahah I know you still surprise with my party last night. Haha Yoour birthday party, very expensive you know. Instead, I don`t talk about how much I pay for that, but I want to know how much you appreciate what I`m doing for you. yesterday, we got full classes from 8 a.m until 5 p.m. Then, I, zul and Farid go to Changlun to buy a cake and bucket of KFC. At 8 p.m as I promise to you to dinner with KFC, but I never inform you to dinner with you best friend, right? haha I love to make you happy, i love your grin. muah.

I am grumpy!

Grumpy, irritable, crabby, spitfire have a same meaning with hot tempered. Its show you bad side, your true colour. What are you doing when you feel angry to someone? Different people , different way they deal with their emotion,right?

Hot tempered also be define me. hehe Its my negative attitude for sometimes. When you rage, you must talk bad to others, even just in your heart because there is black blood in yourself. 

If you want to success and got happiness in your life you need to good in control you tempered, not just good but really good. Let us control it, not let it be control us.

Beside its turn you to be a lion, Grumpy is nature of a fire, Fire always destroy everything around it. So, it will destroy or burn surrounding you, its included the relationship with your family, sibling, friends, and your lover. So how you solve this problem, its up to you guys but this emotion and attitude need to be eliminate. Yes!

When I am angry, I do not know, what I should do. To nobody for me, I can smile,I can grin and zip my mouth instead of talk bad to other, but when my rage came to someone that I love, I can`t control myself. ;(

My Holiday

Assalammualaikum.w.b.t
Hey guys, I`m really miss you, my lovely diaries and blogger friends. I don`t know how to describe my feeling right now.  Sometimes I feel really awful, but sometimes I feel be grateful what I had just now. Never mind I can solve it by myself.  Hoho Today is the last day, January 2012 , time passes so quickly. Tomorrow, February will coming.  :)

Last 19th January 2012, I was reaches home after finished all my final paper. Alhamdulillah, Its okaylah.  No places are comfortable rather than our home. Finally, I can release my burdened longing of my family. Alhamdulillah. I want give them a happiness. Every day, my father called me, and asked me “Akak, when you want to come back?”Hakhak 

And this is my stories with my siblings at Pantai Sepat huhu.. Its make my skin turn to the dark .6 hours at there huhu really make me miss in my childhood. 

 

Other picture are not pretty enough to disclose here.! Actually a lot of thing we did at there, but a lot of picture are corrupted by virus. Such as Abangah, Ma, Farihah and Ayah picture are not here. Kla I tink its enough for today. Love you guys..