Sorry Sayang

Hey guys its wonderful Saturday! Today from noon to night the whether is always dimmer, its so soothe!  but unfortunately my heart is doesn't good as today. huh.. Might be my feeling only.Ugh. I miss him to much. Hey guys, can i ask u something? what will you do when you fall in love ? and, How about early marriage?For me this question is complicated to answer,  haha

Different people have different story and experience, so its make different conclusion.

Today ain and aidil got a problem. ugh again, and again. its a problem ke? probably not, just a little misunderstanding between us. As usual la, i am too sensitive when we talk about the future. Sometime, i think he to easy to take on his future. yes i am materialistic, because i want my life, my future family, my children got comfortable life . For me, it make you real in reality,its anyone can survive without money? We need it , now a days, you want to pee also need at least 30 cent right?  you still need the money.Ain do not expect a rich man. but  its enough if u able to eat from nothing. I am very disappointed with him, last month i tell him to apply a  scholarship. I am a registered him the scholarship, but he did not appreciate what i am try to do for him.He only need to post the document. He did not do. Even, you are not interested, when your scholarship application is success you still can think again to accept it or not. That is not only for me, its also for your own good dear. also with my suggested about to investing AMTB. I am not to force you dear, but i only want you to put some effort , to improve your life. Just read the website.That is simple thing pun, you cannot afford to do. I need you, i dint want my life without you. I want you to be my 'kekasih halal'. InsyaAllah. So, we have to work from now. Correct what is wrong.  I love you so much sayang, i am really sorry for today. Wasalam.