Not very well

Hey, Its been a while , I dint write my lovely diary.. I do not know what i want to story about. What i can tell you, guys, my feeling was not very well. It is a mistake if i miss someone who is ruined my life? It`s been a while i try  make my self happy, but now i can`t describe what i feel right now. Never mind , I know now i much more better than before. Haha guys, don`t forget to pray for me. :) I am really need it.