People are trapped in history, and history is trapped in them.

In this world, only have two type of person when we talk about a history beside insane and memory loss. They are the people are trapped in history and history is trapped in them.

Erm, lets share. I am the person who escapes from the trapped in history and now, history is trapped in mine. K, guys, I just gave some speech in this wonderful morning hopefully it`s a delicious breakfast for you.

I don`t know, either you all guys had a broken heart before. And, I am the person who has been left with my ex-boyfriend. We are having a spice of life about five years. I don’t know for him, whether he never feel happy when with me in five years we together. Along the way we are in the quarrel, I conscious I hurting myself and the person that I love. Then, I learn to walk alone, without him and even his shadow.

That is my step to escape from trapped in my history. I don’t want to be a person is trapped in history. Because, on that time, I lost my sprit to continues my life, I lost my confidence to get fall in love again, I hate myself, and I also loss my weight (48kg to 39 kg).

I know its stupid became a loser. Never mind, because history is philosophy teaching by example. It`s like Amali learning la. Haha not like us, always theory learning ;) If I not make my history trapped in mine, I can`t get my happiness, because I perverted in my history. I just want to smile again, like other people, I want to be someone who love, who care about me. Even I know who I am. I am worthless for my ex-boyfriend.  And now Aidil got the worthless one. haha

He left me, because he had met someone who is better than me. Every day I learn to forget those who forget me. I learned to forgive those who hurt me, and now learn to be the best who love me. Remember that, to blame and complain will only make matters worse.

The good you find in others, is in you too. 

The possibilities you see in others, are possible for you as well. 

The beauty you see around you, is your beauty. 

The world around you is a reflection, a mirror showing you the person you are. 

To change your world, you must change yourself. 

To blame and complain will only make matters worse. 

Whatever you care about, is your responsibility. 

What you see in others, shows you yourself. 

See the best in others, and you will be your best. 

Give to others, and you give to yourself. 

Appreciate beauty, and you will be beautiful. 

Admire creativity, and you will be creative. 

Love, and you will be loved. 

For those who have made a mistake to other people, if you want to understand today, you must search yesterday. Believe me. Bubbye hearts ;)