My creamy heart

Hey guys.. Are you miss me? Of course la not kan..

I woke up in the early morning even though today I got nothing in my schedule. I do not know how to explain my feeling, It has a lot of colorful feeling and mostly they are gloomy color and its really make me tired. I know this all feeling will be the flowers of my 'heart country'. Yeah!

I need give a big smile. My world right now was surrounded with a friends that really love me. Every day in UUM I always laugh and smile. We had a breakfast together, lunch, hi- tea, dinner, movie, bowling, shopping, karaoke, and study.

Yesterday, We (I and Aidil) had lunch with Kila and Ain Sabah. Hi- tea with Ika and Hawa, and having the dinner with Eijal, Fika, and Kila.We are also plan for a holiday at Perlis this Saturday, convoy 3 cars might be.

But I still hurting by someone. I do not know why my feeling is too creamy for 'that people', Its really soft. Ardently, you know it. Never mind, its make you real and Its remain who you are. Now I comfit with Aidil`s arm, and surrounded with the people that I love.

This three people that always hurting me, is always feel they are perfect until look down to others. Who you think you are to say something bad about others? Advise and surmount is a different things. One day, no one want to be your best friend. Believe me! My last semester problem and its resolve.

Second, the person only use you for their own benefit. Without think about the others feeling. If they are need something they will find you. It will hurting others la, my friend. Please change, because they will stay away from you one day.

Third, the people who cannot see if others happiness more than them. This people are really dangerous. If you have a people like this just remove they in your friend listed because they would stab you anytime.  If you do it to others, believe me no second time for you. Now this is my problem. hmm

p/s : pencils are made with erasers to give to second chance. but the real logic is, eraser on pencil was made small, for you to remember that chances are limited.

Ya Allah, please bring out the bad feeling and negative thinking about others in my poor heart. Amiin