Business Woman ;)

Second day at Penang, we divided to 10 group and each group have 10 members. We got a big task which is we need to sell 110 of tudung pashmina .Within 5 hours where the places they are set for us and leave us at that place  without money, without hand phone, just with ic and we need back to hotel by own okay. Quiet challenging for our group because no one of us from Penang! Ayoyo hoho. So, we seperate from 10 member we divided to 5 small group which is all of us get a partner. We gain a lot of experience from this task which is cheated by conductor bus, astray at Penang, and so on la and i really love travelling. And we all succeed bring back RM816 for selling 50 pashmina hehe. So today i am a bussiness woman, and credit to Akmar Hakim for being a superb partner. Yeyh!

First step , 10 am we went to Komtar by bus provided. Then enjoy.. Hehe

Penang Vacation

Went to Penang for 3 days. Stay at Hotel Taha,Penang with 8 of member exco MPP. This event organized by Kementerian was give an opportunity to all leader became an entrepreneur. Erm! this give me unforgettable memory with my new friend which is MPP from other universities. Its really exciting! yeah

First day! we all arrive at 10 am and ended at 12am

Pizza, Pizza! Look at Faiz , his mouth full of pizza!

Leader is should to be respect

Meeting with novac community related to perform for Novac Grand Dinner will be held at  Hotel Seri, Alor Setar ( x ingat namanya). Target is 80 participant. The performance of that dinner were conducted by me! Haha I really like do this job. There is spanish song, english song, korean dance, instrument song, and akustik . Haha quite havoc right? Our theme is white and red rosses.

But i am really hate someone in this community that I think he/she really proud of him/her self untill he/she dont respect others. Hey guys! If now your position even at star but you still need to respect others to make other respect you back. Leader is should to be respect not feared.

Then people will be follow what you say or run away from you because of your disgusting face.!

Happy Maal Hijrah

Assalammualaikum everyone! , guys.. How are you?  It`s all going fine, today? I hope everything okay for you, guys. Today is first Muharram ,Happy Maal Hijrah to all muslims! May Allah always by your side to the truth and hopefully this hijrah give us more happiness,  a brighter path to walk into , more courage to face the test that will be given to us by Him and hope us more better than the previous year. InsyaAllah.

I'm really not a good person . I've commit a lot of sin. Ya Allah, show me the right path. If I on the wrong line, catch me back to the my line. Give me an opportunity, to correct what was wrong.

 Today, I am doing nothing. Just stay at my room. Do all my assignment. They are, Account Financial, Account System, and Account Management. Ugh! In the evening I and Aidil, went to Jogging at Guthrie lake, UUM. Feel great! Haha we are jogging until 6.30 pm because the rain. ;) This Guthrie lake, nice la. We don`t catch a picture because jogging ma! No hand phone are allowed ..haha

 Ye la, yesterday, we are spent all the time together without do our responsibilities as a student and a child (release tension) haha. Yesterday, we went to Jitra, for movie. Then in the evening we went to Kangar,Perlis and UITM, Arau met Amirul and Shah, Aidil friends. Wasalam

People are trapped in history, and history is trapped in them.

In this world, only have two type of person when we talk about a history beside insane and memory loss. They are the people are trapped in history and history is trapped in them.

Erm, lets share. I am the person who escapes from the trapped in history and now, history is trapped in mine. K, guys, I just gave some speech in this wonderful morning hopefully it`s a delicious breakfast for you.

I don`t know, either you all guys had a broken heart before. And, I am the person who has been left with my ex-boyfriend. We are having a spice of life about five years. I don’t know for him, whether he never feel happy when with me in five years we together. Along the way we are in the quarrel, I conscious I hurting myself and the person that I love. Then, I learn to walk alone, without him and even his shadow.

That is my step to escape from trapped in my history. I don’t want to be a person is trapped in history. Because, on that time, I lost my sprit to continues my life, I lost my confidence to get fall in love again, I hate myself, and I also loss my weight (48kg to 39 kg).

I know its stupid became a loser. Never mind, because history is philosophy teaching by example. It`s like Amali learning la. Haha not like us, always theory learning ;) If I not make my history trapped in mine, I can`t get my happiness, because I perverted in my history. I just want to smile again, like other people, I want to be someone who love, who care about me. Even I know who I am. I am worthless for my ex-boyfriend.  And now Aidil got the worthless one. haha

He left me, because he had met someone who is better than me. Every day I learn to forget those who forget me. I learned to forgive those who hurt me, and now learn to be the best who love me. Remember that, to blame and complain will only make matters worse.

The good you find in others, is in you too. 

The possibilities you see in others, are possible for you as well. 

The beauty you see around you, is your beauty. 

The world around you is a reflection, a mirror showing you the person you are. 

To change your world, you must change yourself. 

To blame and complain will only make matters worse. 

Whatever you care about, is your responsibility. 

What you see in others, shows you yourself. 

See the best in others, and you will be your best. 

Give to others, and you give to yourself. 

Appreciate beauty, and you will be beautiful. 

Admire creativity, and you will be creative. 

Love, and you will be loved. 

For those who have made a mistake to other people, if you want to understand today, you must search yesterday. Believe me. Bubbye hearts ;)

What you thought

Every one always say I wonder why, I wonder if, I wonder... bla, bla, and bla. In my life, I always,I wonder if I make a mistake. Indeed, I think  I am the person who is really love my self, so what ever i have done to myself, its really perfect for me, I really think I never do the wrong thing. What i am going is my fate, my luck, and my destiny. This is because no one cannot be a perfect.So, I never regret when I do something, then I will regret if I not do. If I know i need do something for my own happiness. In physically , yes you can! But believe me, you can humbug other person, can`t for yourself. Its like you were hurting yourself. You need to be very an artistic. Act, and act to disclose your furor in other eyes, to get attention from other, to get credit from others and else.

Then when you are the spouse, and your fellow partner says: " I always thought our relationship is written all about you, you, you, and you. But sometime,  I wonder what you doing for me , its really make me love you, because you are patiently perseveres for me."  Whats your reaction? Its you grin, or you frown?

I grin.I wonder if I make a mistake.I`m not villain, I just to be myself. Be a real for you. I always figured that i have a best ever relationship, its a only story most people can identify with: you`re born, you grow up, you start a family, you die. And I just wish that, if there had delay in the process it must be would been the last bit. And I do not want let it be happen. Its not only about me. I do not know how to explain it.

I did everything what you asked me. Same goes to you. You did. What you though, what you think , is reflect yourself.

If you think, you are good, one day, you must though that she was not good. If you think you are furor, one day you will realize that she was weak. Definitely, If you think you are bad, you will know she is very nice because you appreciate her when she stay with even you was not good enough .She love you, because of you, being you.

So, That is what you want.Solemnly, If you think what you give to her, you will think what she give you.Indeed, If you think you give her better than her, then, you will thought she never give you better.
I have told you before " Do not find a perfect, because he will demanded perfection from you."
Just for remind to make sure all my friends never forget our part in a relationship. Toodles!

They are killing me

Hey guys.. almost two week i have come back to my school after having two week Eid Adha holiday. Yeay! this semester little bit tough from before. Ugh, i need a lot of tears to finished this semester. Its like killing me. In my optimistic side  " I`m going to need a lot more than that! So, don`t need tears yet! " Aha.. This semester I took seven subject four subject is my core (Account) and another three is my minor(law+International business). And really! from last week they are killing me. Lets we see my schedule start HOLIDAY until now .. very very the ugh! :(

haha for me its seem crazy right? for a last minute person .. ho w come i can done everything within one week.. huhu thanks to my lover ;) love you so much..

 At KL interview session 

For LAW discussion: with our JEJAKA-JEJAKA KACAK haha

And lastly, this is one of my part time job in SADN class haha . I just finished one chapter and its really make me cry. Sing You HOme.

In this book, it says "Every life has a soundtrack. Music has set to the tone for every person." Include in character in this book is Zoe Baxters. She is a music therapist. She make other people laugh, get back their memory, help stroke person get well and else. But when she face their life which a lot of challenges. And its remind me, when I face my darkness in my life. It really make me sad.  hehe Never mind past let it be as past, because past always in your back right? So, move on.. 

Ok hearts ! Bubbye.

such a wonderful day...

WRITTEN BY: AIRIZA AIDIL

Today, we spent all of our day doing what we love most, that is LEPAK... :)

After spending this whole week with all of the mid-term exams, assignments and presentations, we decide to take a break today and spend most of our day together. Actually, the original plan is that to go to the the library and do some of the assignment that had not been done yet. But once we met, the plan spoiled and we just take our time and relax....  :)

We first start the day with having lunch together and the DPP Eon's cafe. Even though today's meal got a little bit expensive today, but it doesn't seems to bother me since I get to have my lunch with my lovely baby... After having our stomach full n i went to the mosque for Friday prayers, then only we heading to the lib.We did go for some shopping at the uni mall. Although we only bought some stationery which cost RM 11, we do feel happy because we get to buy what we want. Then we head back to the library and LEPAK some more...  :)

It's such a nice feeling for me to have spent my time with my beloved. Plus, we also did take a look at some of the pictures that we took together during our dates. The feelings and the joy that we had during these days, it is just something that can't be replayed  but always be remembered.

during our on the way back to UUM  

this was caught during my work time at CELCOM....
hehehe... love yaa..

& this is me with my lovely baby..  :)

~ coz i love you damn much ~

Thanks baby for being my lover and for giving me the chance of my life for me to love you...

It is something big for what you had done for yourself and for me...

Be strong my dear...

Coz yayang will alwayz be there to love and support you with all of my heart...

Happy eid Adha

 First of all, i want to wish happy Eid Adha for all muslim. I want to share my Raya by presenting my collection raya hehe.. ;) ,in this opportunity i want to beg forgiveness from you guys. hoho  Nothing to say but we all raya sakan ye..;) 

My past ;)