Happy Maal Hijrah

Assalammualaikum everyone! , guys.. How are you?  It`s all going fine, today? I hope everything okay for you, guys. Today is first Muharram ,Happy Maal Hijrah to all muslims! May Allah always by your side to the truth and hopefully this hijrah give us more happiness,  a brighter path to walk into , more courage to face the test that will be given to us by Him and hope us more better than the previous year. InsyaAllah.

I'm really not a good person . I've commit a lot of sin. Ya Allah, show me the right path. If I on the wrong line, catch me back to the my line. Give me an opportunity, to correct what was wrong.

 Today, I am doing nothing. Just stay at my room. Do all my assignment. They are, Account Financial, Account System, and Account Management. Ugh! In the evening I and Aidil, went to Jogging at Guthrie lake, UUM. Feel great! Haha we are jogging until 6.30 pm because the rain. ;) This Guthrie lake, nice la. We don`t catch a picture because jogging ma! No hand phone are allowed ..haha

 Ye la, yesterday, we are spent all the time together without do our responsibilities as a student and a child (release tension) haha. Yesterday, we went to Jitra, for movie. Then in the evening we went to Kangar,Perlis and UITM, Arau met Amirul and Shah, Aidil friends. Wasalam

People are trapped in history, and history is trapped in them.

In this world, only have two type of person when we talk about a history beside insane and memory loss. They are the people are trapped in history and history is trapped in them.

Erm, lets share. I am the person who escapes from the trapped in history and now, history is trapped in mine. K, guys, I just gave some speech in this wonderful morning hopefully it`s a delicious breakfast for you.

I don`t know, either you all guys had a broken heart before. And, I am the person who has been left with my ex-boyfriend. We are having a spice of life about five years. I don’t know for him, whether he never feel happy when with me in five years we together. Along the way we are in the quarrel, I conscious I hurting myself and the person that I love. Then, I learn to walk alone, without him and even his shadow.

That is my step to escape from trapped in my history. I don’t want to be a person is trapped in history. Because, on that time, I lost my sprit to continues my life, I lost my confidence to get fall in love again, I hate myself, and I also loss my weight (48kg to 39 kg).

I know its stupid became a loser. Never mind, because history is philosophy teaching by example. It`s like Amali learning la. Haha not like us, always theory learning ;) If I not make my history trapped in mine, I can`t get my happiness, because I perverted in my history. I just want to smile again, like other people, I want to be someone who love, who care about me. Even I know who I am. I am worthless for my ex-boyfriend.  And now Aidil got the worthless one. haha

He left me, because he had met someone who is better than me. Every day I learn to forget those who forget me. I learned to forgive those who hurt me, and now learn to be the best who love me. Remember that, to blame and complain will only make matters worse.

The good you find in others, is in you too. 

The possibilities you see in others, are possible for you as well. 

The beauty you see around you, is your beauty. 

The world around you is a reflection, a mirror showing you the person you are. 

To change your world, you must change yourself. 

To blame and complain will only make matters worse. 

Whatever you care about, is your responsibility. 

What you see in others, shows you yourself. 

See the best in others, and you will be your best. 

Give to others, and you give to yourself. 

Appreciate beauty, and you will be beautiful. 

Admire creativity, and you will be creative. 

Love, and you will be loved. 

For those who have made a mistake to other people, if you want to understand today, you must search yesterday. Believe me. Bubbye hearts ;)

What you thought

Every one always say I wonder why, I wonder if, I wonder... bla, bla, and bla. In my life, I always,I wonder if I make a mistake. Indeed, I think  I am the person who is really love my self, so what ever i have done to myself, its really perfect for me, I really think I never do the wrong thing. What i am going is my fate, my luck, and my destiny. This is because no one cannot be a perfect.So, I never regret when I do something, then I will regret if I not do. If I know i need do something for my own happiness. In physically , yes you can! But believe me, you can humbug other person, can`t for yourself. Its like you were hurting yourself. You need to be very an artistic. Act, and act to disclose your furor in other eyes, to get attention from other, to get credit from others and else.

Then when you are the spouse, and your fellow partner says: " I always thought our relationship is written all about you, you, you, and you. But sometime,  I wonder what you doing for me , its really make me love you, because you are patiently perseveres for me."  Whats your reaction? Its you grin, or you frown?

I grin.I wonder if I make a mistake.I`m not villain, I just to be myself. Be a real for you. I always figured that i have a best ever relationship, its a only story most people can identify with: you`re born, you grow up, you start a family, you die. And I just wish that, if there had delay in the process it must be would been the last bit. And I do not want let it be happen. Its not only about me. I do not know how to explain it.

I did everything what you asked me. Same goes to you. You did. What you though, what you think , is reflect yourself.

If you think, you are good, one day, you must though that she was not good. If you think you are furor, one day you will realize that she was weak. Definitely, If you think you are bad, you will know she is very nice because you appreciate her when she stay with even you was not good enough .She love you, because of you, being you.

So, That is what you want.Solemnly, If you think what you give to her, you will think what she give you.Indeed, If you think you give her better than her, then, you will thought she never give you better.
I have told you before " Do not find a perfect, because he will demanded perfection from you."
Just for remind to make sure all my friends never forget our part in a relationship. Toodles!

They are killing me

Hey guys.. almost two week i have come back to my school after having two week Eid Adha holiday. Yeay! this semester little bit tough from before. Ugh, i need a lot of tears to finished this semester. Its like killing me. In my optimistic side  " I`m going to need a lot more than that! So, don`t need tears yet! " Aha.. This semester I took seven subject four subject is my core (Account) and another three is my minor(law+International business). And really! from last week they are killing me. Lets we see my schedule start HOLIDAY until now .. very very the ugh! :(

haha for me its seem crazy right? for a last minute person .. ho w come i can done everything within one week.. huhu thanks to my lover ;) love you so much..

 At KL interview session 

For LAW discussion: with our JEJAKA-JEJAKA KACAK haha

And lastly, this is one of my part time job in SADN class haha . I just finished one chapter and its really make me cry. Sing You HOme.

In this book, it says "Every life has a soundtrack. Music has set to the tone for every person." Include in character in this book is Zoe Baxters. She is a music therapist. She make other people laugh, get back their memory, help stroke person get well and else. But when she face their life which a lot of challenges. And its remind me, when I face my darkness in my life. It really make me sad.  hehe Never mind past let it be as past, because past always in your back right? So, move on.. 

Ok hearts ! Bubbye.

such a wonderful day...

WRITTEN BY: AIRIZA AIDIL

Today, we spent all of our day doing what we love most, that is LEPAK... :)

After spending this whole week with all of the mid-term exams, assignments and presentations, we decide to take a break today and spend most of our day together. Actually, the original plan is that to go to the the library and do some of the assignment that had not been done yet. But once we met, the plan spoiled and we just take our time and relax....  :)

We first start the day with having lunch together and the DPP Eon's cafe. Even though today's meal got a little bit expensive today, but it doesn't seems to bother me since I get to have my lunch with my lovely baby... After having our stomach full n i went to the mosque for Friday prayers, then only we heading to the lib.We did go for some shopping at the uni mall. Although we only bought some stationery which cost RM 11, we do feel happy because we get to buy what we want. Then we head back to the library and LEPAK some more...  :)

It's such a nice feeling for me to have spent my time with my beloved. Plus, we also did take a look at some of the pictures that we took together during our dates. The feelings and the joy that we had during these days, it is just something that can't be replayed  but always be remembered.

during our on the way back to UUM  

this was caught during my work time at CELCOM....
hehehe... love yaa..

& this is me with my lovely baby..  :)

~ coz i love you damn much ~

Thanks baby for being my lover and for giving me the chance of my life for me to love you...

It is something big for what you had done for yourself and for me...

Be strong my dear...

Coz yayang will alwayz be there to love and support you with all of my heart...

Happy eid Adha

 First of all, i want to wish happy Eid Adha for all muslim. I want to share my Raya by presenting my collection raya hehe.. ;) ,in this opportunity i want to beg forgiveness from you guys. hoho  Nothing to say but we all raya sakan ye..;) 

My past ;)

A good writer is a good observer

 A good writer is a good observer. Am i right? Just now, I visit my superb blogger friends. Owh, they are really good in wrote a blog. They had a bucket of an idea, and a knowledge to be shared.  Compared me, i have no idea.I do not know, what suppose i say and shared to my friends. Indeed, i am not a good observer. I notice that. Even, i am university student, i still cant be a good observer. How to be a good observer and writer?

Guys, actually my feeling was not very well. I was thinking about someone who i have use to love. Never mind la, i can handle my emotions. That`s the way i teach my life. Long the way you to grow, a lot of thing you need face. Not all you want you will get. If you have planning something, Allah also had planning something for you. Remember that, God`s plan is the most good way for us. Berdoa,  InsyaAllah you find your way cause Allah always by your side. ;)

I am a person who love to think a lot. It is also can make me be a good observer? sometime yes. I observe my friends. Their attitude,their controlling their emotion, their action when facing a problem, and else. However, i am not good writer about other people. hehe Many people talk about others, it is okay, because talking about your thought and feeling can help you deal with time when you get into trouble. But almost people i had seen were talking bad thing about other people. So,

Bubbye!

To Be Your Best Self

Morning friends, 1.00 am : I have something for you guys before i sleep, just a little word to share :

The good you find in others, is in you too. 

The faults you find in others, are your faults as well. 

After all, to recognize something you must know it. 

The possibilities you see in others, are possible for you as well. 

The beauty you see around you, is your beauty. 

The world around you is a reflection, a mirror showing you the person you are. 

To change your world, you must change yourself. 

To blame and complain will only make matters worse. 

Whatever you care about, is your responsibility. 

What you see in others, shows you yourself. 

See the best in others, and you will be your best. 

Give to others, and you give to yourself. 

Appreciate beauty, and you will be beautiful. 

Admire creativity, and you will be creative. 

Love, and you will be loved. 

Seek to understand, and you will be understood. 

Listen, and your voice will be heard. 

Show your best face to the mirror, and you'll be happy with the face looking back at you.

Dear, guys..

My pet

Hai guys.. How do you do? Erm i want to share you what are the most pet i really love.It is a cat hehe 

They are so cute, adorable,  lovely, sometime she really to the word. Haha

I had a cat before. My first cat is very fierce. Like me. Her name is Putih. She never allowed other cat even through our garden house. haha she will pursue that cat until that cat, out from my house. She also very adorable because every morning she will licking your feet until you caress her. She also recognize my voice and she will run to get me. Lunch our, she only want to eat with me, so i need accompany her. Although you put her a water or her milk in her plate , if she see you also drinking , she must do not want to drink her milk, because she want you fed her using a spoon. Sleep time, she only want sleep on a comfy bed with you. haha 

My second and last pet is Oren. She died when she only 5 month old, hit by car. She really clever, naughty, spoiled, and  mengada. hehe when she want to eat, she will bring her plate for you to gave her whiskas. When my sister want to do her homework, oren also want to do the homework, so you need give he a pen also. haha

Then now, i don`t want to have a pet because I do not want to have feelings of sadness when she no longer with me. Never mind i still have a cat, indeed more because anywhere i go, i must prepare a tin of whiskas with me. hehe

Is not they are really lovely and adorable?. Owh i am really like them so much!

And for muslims, Prophet Mohammed advised the people to treat their cats (pets) as a member of their family, and by this he meant to take a good care of them. Not only by words, but also with his actions he was a very good role model.Like, the stories of Muezza, the Prophet Muhammad’s favourite cat: The most famous story about Muezza recounts how the call to prayer was given, and as Prophet Mohammed went to put on one of his robes, he found his cat sleeping on one of the sleeves. Rather than disturbing the cat, he cut off the sleeve and let him sleep. When he returned, Muezza awoke and bowed down to Prophet Muhammad and in return he stroked him three times. It is also believed that when Prophet Muhammad gave sermons within his household he would often hold Muezza in his lap. hehe kla da.. hearts!

100 % cotton

Hey guys , today i want to share to you all how to took care you cotton clothes. haha

easy right? hehe

My New Twitter

Salam, How do you do? Hope you are in a pink health. Just now, i had search in the internet how to promote my blog. Haha I do not know, why i want to attract my friend to read my lovely diaries. I know in my blog, I only story about me. My feeling right now,is really very bad. I am really need a friend to chit chat with and get their feedback or opinion what i feel. But how i get the feedback if i cant share my feeling to anyone, even though with my boy-fie.  So, what can i do, is i make my self happy. I pun blog walking la. Erm , I just want to find my old friends to chit chat, sometimes, i am really miss my secondary school and my matric classmate. Just now, I have create an account of twitter, but i do not know how to use it, how to find a friends ugh! I think i want to cry but i cant. I was urged my self by saying " Wipe away your tears, ain" and i am getting better. My nickname on twitter is mIsSAiriza. My dear friends, you are invited to be my follower. muaah